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 Losing my religion PART TWO

One part of the story in part one about how I came to be an agnostic at age 12 after being raised Baptist from birth was unspoken in part one. . In fact My father a scientist and mother a librarian encouraged me to read read read. A few months before I rejected religion at age 12 I had I read Heinliens STRANGER IN A STRANGE LAND a science fiction book about a boy stranded on MARS and raised from birth outside of all homo-sapien earthly cultural programming.  When he was "rescued" at age 20 and brought back to earth he was fully GNOSTIC and was also not programmed  by human misinformation about self. He knew who he was and had full use of non physical senses. As I read the book I came to realize that those around me were perpetuating a LIE that was intended to keep them all in a collective state of controlled insanity. Pretty deep for a 12 year old. 

As I rejected the substitute for Gnosis that I was programmed to BELIEVE IN from birth I was requited to first to believe NOTHING  before I had any chance of becoming a KNOWER.. A SEER.. And yes even before I was at the first steps on the path I knew that the path was there. I now view my experience at age 12 as my first of many INITIATIONS. 

From Agnostic to Gnostic

Only from a state of KNOWING NOT first can one come into true KNOWING. Only from a state of suspended belief can KNOWING become real. Beliefs by their very nature are self imposed NOT KNOWINGS and thus is the essence of collective insanity. From this mindset in my mid teens I entered the late 1960s into early 70s with a notion that it was POSSIBLE to deprogram myself into a state of awareness quite similar to the consciousness of the character in the book when arrived at here after being "rescued".  It was quite clear in the book that earthlings were non too happy to have a REAL human display a constant challenge to the collective "reality". At first a curiosity he then became isolated into becoming a cult figure. The denial from the collective paradigm at what they were being challenged by eventually required them to destroy him. 

The roots of the hippie movement was all about disconnecting from the prevailing belief system. It was not about getting high and growing long hair and protesting the Vietnam war. Many of us were purposely willing to give it all up.. BELIEFS.. and with no RULES to encumber us in this pursuit of the truth our behaviors became a direct challenge to the ruling paradigms. Oh my what a fun time it was it It was a PRIVILEGE to be young and live in those times.. Those who knew me back then also know I have not changed much since those days. 

YA GET YOUR CHANCE TO TRY IN THE TWINKLING ON AN EYE 
EIGHTY YEARS .. WITH LUCK.. OR EVEN LESS. 
Childhood's end.. Pink Floyd 1971. 

So what happened?   To us hippies . To the movement up to higher ground.. 

It is quite obvious to me now that there were organized forces working against the emergence of the truth back there at the nexus of a mass changeover during the 60s and 70s. It was not called Woodstock.. The title used then on the billboards was 
WOODSTOCK.. AN AQUARIAN EXPOSITION.. 
As it turns out this was nothing new. The internet as it is today was and is the pipeline for truth that replaced the Rock and Roll we used quite effectively prior to the tipping point back into a submissive to collective beliefs mindset that affected so many of my generation around 1979.  A lot of us were buried about then and became spiritual casualties of a never ending war over consciousness. The inventive ways of a new path we invented then of using sex drugs and rock and roll for spiritual growth became drowned out by? .. 
 Bad drugs. STDs and EXTREMELY negative music. 
Yes the great music of our inspiration remains but those of us who knew what it was at the time are getting old now. The young have been trained not only to IGNORE US it but to cast aspersions on it and everything we were doing. Such a shame .. I still aspire to do something before I go to the great beyond to bring this musical message of truth back into a greater awareness.. maybe only to reach into the minds of those who fell back to sleep in my own generation. Maybe to reach out to those 20 something's of today who have been collectively bludgeoned spiritually to a point where they have nothing left to lose. (I have children in this age group and believe me I know what I speak of.)  Maybe only to preserve who and what we hippies really did for posterity. 

Just as the pipeline of my generation's rock and roll was CLOGGED with garbage from 79 onward the internet of today is also now clogged with similar garbage starting in earnest about 911. The truths cannot be stopped because it is open to every individual to KNOW FOR HIMSELF but the ability of the mass majority to find those truths can be drowned out by NOISE. 

From this situation where the truths cannot find fertile ground due to the noise a NEWER way for the information about KNOWING must be found and cultivated right now. Rock and roll was unstoppable in its day. The internet was unstoppable in it's day. When one path is blocked a new one opens. My sight tells me this new way is a direct communication. Mind to mind. Soul to soul communication. This  bypasses the impediments sitting before us. Rock and roll communicated with SOUND. The internet with electricity and light. Both are VIBRATIONS. 

The new way has to be vibratory and beyond the control of those who fight truth with NOISE. I don't know about you but my telepathic abilities are beyond a doubt emerging to be a part of my every day conscious awareness. My ability to use empathic awareness (emotional telepathy) is also becoming keen. I also am seeing first hand my INTENTIONS are manifesting with a lot less time delay than even a few years ago. As far as I am concerned this is the RAPTURE happening right now.. and it is happening with full blown resistance from the very people who BELIEVE IN IT but refuse to KNOW IT. Wow life sure is strange at times. 

I digress a bit to a history lesson. 

This process of dummying down the majority into blind submission to a collective belief in lies so as to to enslave them is nothing new. It goes back at least to the times in the age of Taurus some 6000 years ago when the pyramids were constructed. In Taurian times the beliefs were about being able to build physical structures that could be used to enter the divine. At their root beginnings 6000 years ago this may have actually been the case but as the transition to the next age occurred the old ways became a means to control and not to enlighten ..  The passage of humanity over to the age of Aries about 4000 years ago was the emergence of a different kind of collective madness. A belief in an angry judgmental God who was out to get us humans. It is not an accident that Moses who brought down the next set of rules for the Aries paradigm ran into problems with his people when they reverted back to the worship of the BULL in his absence.  The religious paradigms of the age of Aries prevailed as time passed so the Taurian ways fell away with the passage of time but NOT completely. We have some of it left residually now as mostly paganism and it's variants.. Aries paradigms are the root of Judaism that survives to this today. Aries style Judaism from the old testament is the causation of the modern day Christian / Muslim conflicts over who is right and who is wrong. Who's lies are better. In case you have not noticed a LOT of Muslim and Christians are dying right now and have been fighting and dying for a 1000 years now.. 
I see a KEEP EM FIGHTING WITH EACH OTHER REALITY AT PRESENT. 

The emergence 2000 years ago of GNOSTIC CHRISTIANITY as the age of Piscies precursors of a new 2000 year collective paradigm is the same sort of emergence to a NEW KNOWING we have today in the AQUARIAN emergence of new consciousness past PISCIES that will last for 2000 years. 

Christianity was absorbed back into the previous age paradigms after only a few hundred years. (see part one of this tome') I assume this reverting to the past was the case also during the age of Taurus and it is spoken of Aries in the Moses story. A few hundred years of independence and enlightenment seem par but when the old structures finally found it would not survive it stopped fighting it and joined it.. BUT JOINED IN AWAY THAT used noise and deception under the surface to eventually turn back the majority to the old ways.  I look at what has happened to the Christian church and it has almost completely reverted back to it's age of Aries 4000 year old roots at present. Seeing pictures of Jesus emanating from the right wing fundy mega churches such as the son of god carrying an M16 with muscles like a steroid user and with his crown of thorns hanging over an angry looking face?  YOU SEE MY POINT? 

So I think the task at hand is this. The enslavement of the mass consciousness that we KNOWERS see going on is enslavement of the majority to the PAST. The deep past which was the past even 2000 years ago. UNTIL the people living in the current Piscean paradigm GET IT that their religion is now well over 2000 years past being relevant to the present time they are still unaware of the REQUIRED rite of passage facing us ALL RIGHT NOW.  The majority MUST begin to actually live in the present Piscean consciousness before they can pass from Piscies to AQUARIUS. I think at present there are very few organized Christians who can even be dimly present in the now no less be aware of any even simple truths that can be seen only in the state of being in the now. . Read Elkhart Tolle. 

 Where we awake ones find ourselves in REAL TIME is now advancing beyond PISCEAN to AQUARIAN concepts.  We know that there is something working against us. 
WHAT MIGHT THAT BE?????? .. Humm well if the Pagan Romans with a 2000 year old grudge against the emerging Christians making then IRRELEVANT were the antagonists who tried to kill off the new raising awareness before ? THE we may have a VERY strong clue today as to who has a grudge and who may be the perpetrators of bloody repressions today and maybe accelerating going forward in the near future. Think about it.. 

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The below article was the catalyst for my writing above.

http://rigint.blogspot.com/2008/03/deep-ones-and-madness-of-crowds_27.html
Everything the Gnostics did in the schools was intended to counterbalance and correct the machinations of the deviant adepts. Initiation involved melting the ego boundaries in preparation for deep rapport with nature, not lowering of ego consciousness so that the subject could be "sectioned" and behaviorally programmed using the power of suggestion, imprinting, and other psychodramatic methods. These behavioral modification tools of the Illuminati were strictly forbidden in the Mysteries overseen by Gnostics.

The full quote below. 

John Lamb Lash, in his Gnostic reinterpretation of sacred history, Not In His Image, puts it this way (and though I normally balk at the use of "Illuminati" to talk about anything but Weishaupt's Bavarian order, I do like Lash's application of it to describe the followers of a deviant shamanic path who falsely employ initiatory knowledge to social control):

Around 4000 BCE, with the rise of urban civilization in the Near East, some members of the Magian order chose to apply certain secrets of initiation to statecraft and social engineering. They became the advisors to the first theocrats of the patriarchal nation-states, but in fact the advisors were running the show. Their subjects were systematically programmed to believe they were descended from the gods. The Illuminati inaugurated elaborate rites of empowerment, or kingship rituals. These rituals were in fact methods of mind control exercised on the general populace through the collective symbology and mystique of royal authority. Kingship rituals were distinct from the rites of initiation that led to instruction by the Light and consecration to the Great Goddess. Their purpose was not education and enlightenment, but social management. Gnostics refrained from assuming any role in politics because their intention was not to change society but to produce skilled, well-balanced, enlightened individuals who would create a society good enough that it did not need to be run by external management....

Historians recognize a split in the Magian order, but do not understand either its origin or its consequences. Within the order, the telestai [spiritual initiates] were given the title of vaedemna, "seer," "wise one," as distinguished from the priest, the zoatar, who officiated openly in society and advised Middle Eastern theocrats on matters of statecraft and social morality.... So arose the first theocratic city-states in the Fertile Crescent. Urban populations required social control, and the Illuminati assumed the role of planners and controllers - more often than not, hidden controllers.

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The Illuminati program was (and still is) essential to patriarchy and its cover, perpetrator religion. While it cannot exactly be said that the deviant adepts known as Illuminati created patriarchy, they certainly controlled it. And still do. The abuse of initiatory knowledge to induce schizophrenic states ("entrainment"), manipulate multiple personalities in the same person ("platforming"), and command behaviour through posthypnotic suggestion (the "Manchurian candidate" technique) continues to this day, with truly evil consequences for the entire world. If we accept that the Mysteries were schools for Gaian coevolution dedicated to the goddess Sophia, they could not have been run by the Illuminati, as some contemporary writers (who believe they are exposing the Illuminati) have supposed. Everything the Gnostics did in the schools was intended to counterbalance and correct the machinations of the deviant adepts. Initiation involved melting the ego boundaries in preparation for deep rapport with nature, not lowering of ego consciousness so that the subject could be "sectioned" and behaviorally programmed using the power of suggestion, imprinting, and other psychodramatic methods. These behavioral modification tools of the Illuminati were strictly forbidden in the Mysteries overseen by Gnostics.