Current observations from Mount Nebo
9/1/2010

Who is this person named by others 
Who is Robert Hitt

Humm .. good question.. I can refer to what I used to identify with as ME as a starting point.. 
I used to identify with...

A 60s hippie.. 67-76

A loyal dad and husband 77-2001

An astrological researcher 74--2010

A web site creator and the new Nostradamus 1996 - 2010

A highly paid consultant to investment bankers 2001 -2006

A patriotic citizen holed up in a high place using all his acquired skill sets and savings to "make a difference" 2006- 2010

Now?? Am I confused? .. maybe.. maybe not.. 
I don't identify with any "thing". No"thing" I have done or identified with in the past seems even the slightest bit relevant these days. There is only a conscious awareness that looks at what passes by both in and out within my field of awareness..  But beyond that is NOthing and it seems there never was anyTHING beyond what I perceive.. Have I morphed into an alien species of galactic origin with only self imposed boundaries or was I always that way but was too busy pleasing the OTHER to understand? The who am I" is not definable in words now that I am not identifying with THINGS any more.. 

 Can I perform at all those "things" I have identified with in the past? Ya I figure.. I can even play low handicap golf and fly an airplane. BFD!!

A funny thing happened on my way to material success fame and fortune.. I don't identify with that and I am realizing I never really did .. It was only my way of tricking myself to be happy about doing what others wanted. If I do what they want then they will love me right?  Based on my experiment called LIFE I can report it was not possible to make others happy no matter how cooperative I was with their desires. Desire by it's nature always wants MORE.. And when I stopped giving others what they desired from me the same result happens every time.. Rejection in one form or another.. Alas being stranded in the land of EGO seems an endless cycle of hope and disappointment.. I used to amuse myself with my dreams of escape but now not so much. 

"Encumbered forever by desire and ambition there's a hunger still unsatisfied.
Our weary eyes still stray to the horizon 
for down this road we've been so many times."... PF

We have free will.. But ultimately the only REAL free will we all possess is an ability to direct our attention on a particular THING or a NOTHING.. In other words it all comes down to identifying as I AM and I AM NOT... Every other type of so called free will is always subject to some outside force which is inherently then a false free will.

 So the question I must ask of you is while I ponder the next moves here
WHAT DO YOU WANT FROM ME

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FmeKSU6JMHQ

As you look around this room tonight
Settle in your seat and dim the lights
Do you want my blood, do you want my tears
What do you want
What do you want from me
Should I sing until I can't sing any more
Play these strings till my fingers are raw
You're so hard to please
What do you want from me

Do you think that I know something you don't know

If I don't promise you the answers would you go

Should I stand out in the rain
Do you want me to make a daisy chain for you

I'm not the one that you need
What do you want from me

You can have anything you want
You can drift, you can dream, even walk on water
Anything you want

You can own everything you see
Sell your soul for complete control
Is that really what you need

           OR

You can lose your selfish mind
See inside ... there is nothing to hide
Turn and face the light

What do you want from me